So its been a while since i last updated you all on here. What do i know? Hmm not alot really. Since my last journal i have done a trash the dress shoot with my best friend Jen and i think that this has been my best shoot yet. But now as the horrible weather hits us the camera has been put away.

The house sale all went through and now i just have the divorce to go, then i will be free. Its been very busy though this last few weeks as im back with the parents and they have finally sold their house, so we will be moving before Christmas. Which means i am holding fire on the divorce until we are settled again and i have the new address.

I had a fab time in Magaluf with my best friend Seonad. But we did feel very old as everyone else there was about 19 and only after a quick shag. Not our cup of tea really. But it was great to just chill out on the beach and have a few Sangrias.

Right the man front is still very very bare. Ive even decided to join match.com but still nothing on there either. Everyone says when you dont look for it, it will come. But im so miserable i just want it now. I know i need to be happy with myself first but i dont know how to be happy. So if anyone has any tips i would appreciate it. Or if anyone is any good at liposuction then that would be good too.

Anyway ill leave it there as i will just get down. So take care everyone xx